February 24, 2011

Argeneau & Rogue Hunter

Downloaded today. A series I'm very excited to read. 1-11 books. I read the 6th (Bite Me If You Can) before, I couldn't find ANY of the other books, that's why I downloaded it.

(01) A Quik Bite
(02) Love Bites
(03) Single White Vampire
(04) Tall, Dark & Hungry
(05) A Bite To Remember
(06) Bite Me If You Can
(07) The Accidental Vampire
(08) Vampires Are Forever
(09) Vampire, Interrupted
(10) The Rogue Hunter
(11) The Immortal Hunter

My All Time Love

I just finished reading The Mist - Stephen King AKA Richard Bachman. King's writings always find a way to leave me in a weird state - that's why my dad hate me buying horror-fantasy novels, esp. King's - this state - I don't know how to explain it - you know when your heart is filled with this electric-heat and your eyes don't want to give up the tears, and your head goes spinning - maybe from the lack of food - and maybe from the pain you sense in other people's words, the misery, the dead love. I never want to fall in love. Better be isolated from the entire world than fall in love with a person you know you will lose sooner or later, it might not be that bad to you but to me death is something I can't take, I simply can't accept the dying of someone I love. 
I'm already standing on a single thread of sanity surrounded by a crazy world; falling in love is like giving up your position in life (thread) and falling in the arms of a spouse, now imagine your spouse died, what will happen to you? hang in the air? holding Oxygen? No. End of story.

Back to King's Mist; reading it gave me a horrible dyspnea. It made me don't want to leave the house - what if a storm comes? what if I left all I ever cared for back behind and they were gone? - which reminds me of the well-renowned-official-whoever-he-was answering to the rumors (were they really rumors?) that we are not getting a tsunami here BUT who believes them anyways?!
I've been out yesterday (to college) right next to the harbor and the weather was one hell of a dust-bag. I know because I'm allergic, my eyes were (still are) bloodshot and I got this cold and itchy nose and almost suffocated lungs; which reminds me of the feeling I always get that I'm not going to die 60-years-old-warm-in-bed-surrounded-by-a-parade-of-grandchildren-and-an-old-loving-husband.

Life is an ass. 

February 6, 2011

Beddna Netnaffas

Beddy ehky ma3 hada bass mish la2y; 2olt balky iza thabbalt shwayy berta7! Hayy el post ely mish la hada tany. Ya3ni iza mish fady tla3 la2ann ra7 tdayye3 wa2tak 3ala wala shee.

They always say iza 7keet la hada 3am mashaklak bterta7. Tab iza el wahad mish 3aref shu heyy meshkelto shu bya3mel? Keef 7a yerta7? Wella fi 3alam mish maktobelha terta7?!
Kteer bes2aloony "leish mdaya2a" including my parents bass I always say "mafy shee" w tab3an ma be3jebon hal radd! Ma3 ennu jadd ma bekoon sayer shee.

Bekrah lamma hada y2olly ehky, khsoosy lamma ykoon hada gareeb w ma besa2 fee. Ya3ny be7yat emmak INTA AHBAL SHEE?!!
Aw2at bo23od la haly fakker (mish aw2at, dayman), leish el 3alam bto7shor 7ala billy ma 2ela fee?! Ya3ni iza 3refty masayeb el 3alam ra7 t7elleeya?! Ma hada taleb minnik mosa3ade! Iza betray7eena minnik bekoon ahsan.

Mish 3arfe hal denya shu badda minny! La 3eeshe 3arfeen n3eesh wla mowt m7assleen!! W fou2 hammak bejeek wahad y7ammlak hmoomo. Bzemmet el naby el 3alam leih battalet t7ess?!! El wahad min hammo ma3ash ye2der yetnaffas. Wil shater le bedghat 3leik aktar. W bes2alo min wein beejy el daght wil sekkar!

Wallah el e7sas ne3me. R7amo man fil ard yar7amkom man fil sama2.